Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Just finish with dinner, kailing joined me for dinner today. Did nothing much again..We went swimming in the morning and had lunch at CWP. Came home and talk the whole day long..Ling rested at my place till dinner time. Poor she! Got eye irritation for not wearing any goggles when she swam this morning. Well.. hope she gets better soon. Anw, she looks cute with her braces!! haha really! CUTER. I think it makes her look younger and me looking older- like her MUM. Cant imagine this obasan called me AUNTIE. oh great! I asked kailing..from top to toe, which part of me look auntie-ish eh!

What else i wanna say...Baby, ur last paragraph left me pondering. I don't know why...dont know why it left me thinking. help me understanding it okay? cos i dont like to ponder about it. Accepting what? in what sense?...sigh im confused. well..did i do a good job of being ur girl?

the left-me-thinking makes me tired.

Oh yeah! Next week will be a boring and sad week for me.

Mon 11.04- Will be at YMCA signing up fer Salsa and meeting up with BFF
Tues 12.04- TEP Orientation at 8.30am. DAMN IT! For the whole day!
Wed,Thurs and Fr 13-15.04- If things get worse, i will need to be in school for the whole week! 8.30am to evening! EVERY SINGLE DAY! I'm praying hard.....haiz.
Saturday 16.04- My first Salsa class!!Perhaps something to look forward for...at least. The only day that is possible for me to meet up with baby, PLUS! he doesnt have anything on! oh ya! church service!
Sun 17.04- Nothing on.. phew. but the next day. It's when sch starts.

i aint looking forward for next week. I'm trying to enjoy my current 'last' week for HOLIDAYS. Sigh..no more great programmes with my babe anymore....i dread next week. can i skip it? Praying again i dont get shitty people-from the Long haired gang and big ass gang!! BFF will knw who im talking about.. haha.

shit! nothing is doing any cure to my unhappiness.

(Looking forward to tmr whereby i can see my baby and we'll b cooking! Whee..)


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